Pain issues

As you know, I am a disabled veteran. Things concerning my injuries have made much impossible the last few days. There has been a great deal of pain even with pain medications. The major problem there is not the pain but the fact that it leaves me feeling ill all the time – it is hard to eat or drink. This may sound strange to you but what bothers me most is the almost total lack of feeling in my feet – that is due to the spinal injury too. I seem to be able to endure pain better than a lack of feeling. There are times I wish I could trade some of the feeling in my back for the lack of feeling in my feet – grin.